I’ve been thinking a lot about turning points lately. It has been about two months since I posted on this blog, and most of that is due to stumbling across and purchasing a fixer upper house, moving, and making do without internet. A new house, a new turning point.
As I’ve posted about before, I’ve been into listening to history courses through the Great Courses lately. If you get them through Audible, they are pretty affordable. Recently, I listened to one on Turning Points in Medieval History, done by an English professor, not a history professor. Her perspective took on history as one big story, showing how each turning point isn’t a separate event standing all by itself, but interconnected with all the past turning points and influencing all the future ones. As a Christian, I could appreciate this even more because I believe the reason history is so interconnected and seems to be one story is BECAUSE it is one story. Christ’s story. God’s story.
Our own lives are also filled with turning points. Days and events that stick out to us as the moment something changed and set us on a new course. Often, these turning points are tragedy. But not always.
And sometimes, someone else’s turning point affects your own turning point.
Nadine Brandes has talked about several times how a turning point in her life started her on the path to writing her debut novel A Time to Die. In this novel, the main character Parvin experiences her own turning points when, with only a year left to live, she realizes she’s wasted her life, and she sets out to change that.
This was all a good three years before I even knew Nadine Brandes existed. I was partway through college, getting my degree in writing and dreaming about being a published author.
Fast forward a few years. I graduated college, was a year into a full time job, and was submitting a nonfiction manuscript I’d written and getting nowhere with it. I was frustrated that my dream of graduating college and having the time to write books hadn’t worked out. I felt like I had no time and would never have the time I wanted.
Honestly, I don’t remember what made me sit down and give myself a good shake from my pity party. One day, I realized that the reason I wasn’t a writer and wasn’t finishing books was that I was wasting time whining about my lack of time.
This was March 2014. That same month, I started writing Dare. Three months later, I had a completed book. I set it aside and started Deny.
During this time, I also turned my attention away from researching nonfiction publishing toward fiction publishing. I read blogs, books, articles. Traditional publishing. Self Publishing. All of it.
And this is where the turning point thing starts getting cool. I stumbled across Jill Williamson’s Replication as a free ebook. It was the first time I’d discovered the whole Christian speculative fiction world out there. I then went on to read her other books, and the Blood of Kings trilogy showed me that there was still such a thing as Christian fantasy besides Lewis and Tolkien.
Since I was researching publishing, I tracked down the publisher. It was Marcher Lord, right when it was transitioning to Enclave Publishing. I explored every inch of that website, and of course read the blog. Guess who had posted on the blog promoting the release of her debut book?
Yep, Nadine Brandes.
The book sounded really cool, so I stalked her site. Learned she was an editor. Submitted Dare to her for editing. I was too late to officially join the blog tour for A Time to Die, but I unofficially joined it with a post of my own. It had to have been one of the first two or three posts I did on my blog, since I started my blog in August of that year, and that post is from September.
When I was finally able to read A Time to Die in October, Parvin’s realization of wasting time mirrored my own realization from a few months before. Wasting time. Waiting for something to plop out of the sky instead of actively pursuing God’s will.
That idea of being active in pursing God’s will and glorifying Him stuck with me. It still resonated when, early in 2015, I sat down and had to decide how I should publish Dare. Traditional or indie? Through all my research, the indie route had tugged at me, but I wasn’t sure I dared do it. What did I really know? What if I messed all this up and Dare flopped and…and…
It was all my fear talking, and finally God made it clear indie was the route to go with these books. That moment I hit the publish button, I gave it all to Him. I’d sown the seed. The increase was His, no matter how large or small or whatever it might be.
But I wasn’t wasting time anymore. I was doing my best to actively pursue His will in a way I hadn’t before.
And He did bless the increase way beyond anything I had dreamed for that book.
Then the fall of 2015 came around. I was drained from the rewrites of Deny. Wondering if it would ever measure up to everyone’s expectations. Scared because everyone HAD expectations now, when they hadn’t with Dare.
Then A Time to Speak, Nadine’s next book, released. It was Parvin’s time to speak, to draw on the confidence of the lessons she’d learned in the first book.
But it also pushed me to speak. To stop stuttering and stammering and hoping someone would change the topic when they asked about my books. To figure out how to keep giving it all to God now that this crazy ride was set in motion.
It’s strange to look back now and see how much a year and a half can change a person. In the year since publishing Dare and reading A Time to Die, I’ve become much more confident in how I interact with people. I’ve signed books at a craft sale. I spoke at a small Christian school. I’ve gone to two writer’s conferences and was able to relax instead of remain a bundle of introverted nerves in the corner. All of that confidence, those turning points, led to the turning point I started this whole post with: buying a house, moving. It wasn’t something I would’ve been ready to handle a year ago.
Looking back, I’m amazed at the way God used the turning points in my life to bring me to this point.
If I hadn’t gotten Replication as an ebook…
If A Time to Die hadn’t been releasing…
If I hadn’t stumbled across Nadine and found an editor and friend…
If A Time to Die and A Time to Speak hadn’t given me pushes when I needed them…
Would I have published Dare? Would I have gone to the writer’s conferences and made a whole bunch of writer friends?
And now, another turning point. A Time to Rise, the third and final book in the Out of Time series releases officially in 10 days, though Amazon is shipping it early if you want to order it now. You can read my review (also known as flailing fangirling) of the book here.
Yes, you all totally have the Out of Time series to thank, in part, for the fact that I ever published The Blades of Acktar.
Have you experienced turning points in your life? How have they affected you?
Want to connect with Nadine yourself? Because, after all, she’s an awesome human being.
- Website: http://nadinebrandes.com
- Newsletter: http://nadinebrandes.com/my-newsletter
- Facebook: http://facebook.com/NadineBrandesAuthor
- Instagram: http://instagram.com/NadineBrandes
- Twitter: http://twitter.com/NadineBrandes
Nadine is also the queen of Facebook parties, so you won’t want to miss the one she is hosting on October 18
Want to check out the Out of Time series for yourself?
A Time to Die
A Time to Speak
A Time to Rise
Your books are amazing Tricia!! I LOVE them. I can’t wait to read your next book and all the other books to come. You are an amazing author. 🙂 🙂 🙂
Your books are AMAZING Tricia!! I LOVE them! You are an amazing author. :):):) I am really looking foward to reading Nadine’s books. Just need to get my hands on the first one. 🙂 🙂
Wow. That was just so cool to read! I love seeing how seemingly random things (though Nadine’s books are definitely NOT random) work in others’ lives!!! And I’m SOOOOO glad to have both the Out of Time trilogy and The Blades of Acktar!!
This was so cool to read, Tricia – and I’m glad Nandine’s books gave you the push you needed, because your books are awesome!
Hey, Tricia! Today is National Author Day, so I really wanted to tell all my favorite authors how much they and their books mean to me.
I adore you books, and you’re just so fun to interact with! I’m super glad that Gabriela got me to read your books and that I can now fangirl with others on Goodreads, and be super excited to see you comment on there.
I’m glad to have met you, and am super thankful for you!! Have an awesome day! 😀
This post was beautiful to read, Tricia. It’s amazing how God will use one thing (one book) to change us, to move us along the path He has set for us.